Am I just worrying over nothing?
Am I just worrying over nothing?
I’m 22 and have OCD, and General Anxeity Disorder…
Okay, when I went to sleep I had my pants on and buttoned up. When I woke up a few months ago, they where unbuttoned. Do you think it’s possible that my Mom did that, and maybe did something worse?
As for my mom, she’s never done anything sexual to me in my life. My mom is a Christian; she said that would never do anything like that. She also has my dad to umm take care of her "needs" for that kind of stuff… I asked my mom, she said she didn’t do it. I also also asked my mom is got touched that sorta way that she didn’t want to happen, and she it never happened. The logical part of my mind says that nothing happened. Sadly the illogical part is so strong…
There have been times that I’ve woken up a bit before she wakes so I pretend to be asleep to see what she does, and she only wakes me up. Btw, by the time I wake up there’s nobody in the house other than me and my mom…
Anyway hopefully this is another good sign that nothing happened. I was really depressed yesterday, and my mom was there comfort me. Also this morning while I was asleep she made I was still in bed breathing. For some reason she got the idea there might have been committed suicide for some reason. BTW, I am in no way, shape or form suicidal. She has some anxitity herself.
My Mom from what I know of her, she isn’t the selfish type of person. She normally cares for the rest of the family before herself. This has been months ago, and my mom hasn’t been acting different to me. She hasn’t been doing any sexual passes at me. So another good sign?
Would I be able to talk to a therapist about a fear like this one? I wouldn’t want to get my mom in trouble. Like I said, the logical part of my mind says that she didn’t do anything. I do have OCD, and generalized anxiety disorder, that might be what’s causing me to think this…
I have never been sexually abused, or assaulted in any way in the past. I have been flashed by a guy in the bathroom before, though I don’t think it would still be affecting me since he never actually touched me. It does seem like I hear this type of thing and other cases of rape and stuff on the news a lot. That and feels it feels like a lot a lot of girls I know have been raped.
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You can unbutton your pants in your sleep…I would go to a therapist.
January 25th, 2010 at 9:04 ami have GAD ..i think its just ur paranoia
January 25th, 2010 at 9:04 amI have just overcome my OCD problem and I have an anxiety/panic disorder too.
I just want to say, I overcame my ocd by not thinking or doing anything that my mind told me to. It was really bad to start with because my mind would say that i am going to die or get hurt ect. But nothing has happened and i have realised that it is my mind not my body. I still cant go out to a lot of places without feeling sick to my stomach and wanting to go home. (anxiety) All i do is try to and not think. It works!
im happy that i am getting through this. try my advice and see what happens.
good luck!!
January 25th, 2010 at 9:04 am